Things have been a little crazy lately. I left school, and because I'm done with school and most of the people involved, I hatched a plan. I'm taking steps to go blonde, I'm having a complete wardrobe overhaul and I'm going to start going to the gym properly so I can be healthy and all that jazz.
But anyway, yesterday I was listening to songs which were popular when I was little (eg colourblind by Darius, that TaTu song, R Kelly remix ignition, heaven is a halfpipe etc etc) and it made me think of how simple things were when I was a wee little lass. Back when writing in pen made you feel mature and when bras were scary and used as a hat instead of...well, what they're meant for. Even a few years ago, when the scary exams were in the distant future and I still thought being a teenager was awesome (yeah, that didn't last long).
For roughly a year now, I've been slowly watching the people around me change and now it's just mad. Is it me that hasn't changed yet? Or is it just me thats changed? Either way, I'm out here on my own and it's making me even more desperate to start college. The only thing that could make me feel sad about leaving is a ridiculously stupid teenage girl reason. Not cool.
Anyway. Blog safe.
Els x
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