The thing is though, I cannot wait to leave. I know loads of people say 'I thought that, but on the last day, I didnt want to leave' and all that; and that's fine, I'm sure I'll be scared of leaving my comfort zone (even though, school isn't really comfort zone with the uniforms that make me look like a man, shockingly pretty girls and gorgeous people who are WAY out of my league), but I couldnt imagine staying.
If it weren't for my AMAZING friends (who ditch me in revision sessions :P) I would cut all ties to my pre college life all together, but obviously, I dont want to lose contact with my buddies! That being said, I think it would be naive to say that we'll stay as close as before, and that we'll be friends for 50 years. We're going to grow apart even its only a teensy bit...which is sad, but it's life, right?
I just can't wait for prom really, I get to dance around in my pretty prom dress with my gorgeous prom date, Brodi; it'll be a good send off I think. Alot of people have said 'Prom seems amazing, but turns out to be crap' la la la...I don't think that they get it. Granted, this romanticised version we have of prom, that our dreams will come true, we'll dance with the love of our lives, everyone will be brought together etc etc; is RIDONKULOUS! It's basically a party with people that you've known for four years. You've hated, loved, looked up to and been jealous of these people; but you've grown up with them too. It's quite a nice ending to a part of your life, don't you think?
tell me tomorrow i'll wait by the window for you
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